Mind exercise

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Blogging, to me, is a form of release.

Be it anger, happiness or stress, blogging is my immediate form of release. It's a thorough mind-exercise that I would force myself to do. It takes you through the day or week you have had and give you time to reflect as you regurgitate the thoughts in words.

And I enjoy this mental exercise.

It makes me feel better in all; a leisure-relfection-wellness activity that keeps me knowing I'm alive. And that my five senses are still functioning well.

Else, I might just go mad anytime, soon.

As I enter the third month of the semester, it's my complaining month again. The month where I would go on and on and on about how horrible school life is ( it still is ) because of selfish and irresponsible people I met. How great some group members are, how interesting the module is and how much time and effort i've spent on them.

I'm always meeting the wrong people. Why is it so?

When I take initiative to lead, people take me for granted and dump all kinds of shits to you.
When I take the back seat as a follower, people also take me for granted to be nice enough to help others do whatever shit others received.

People take me such an important person for every single discussion that, I must be present in every meeting but not to make decisions, just for the sake of being there.

Seems deliberate isn't it?

YEAH IT IS.

And when I stayed extra hours behind, they spend 3/4 of the time chattering away about how good the chicken burger tasted an hour ago, or how boring the movie they watched the day before or an horrible taxi incident about a month ago.

Come on. When we try to steer them back, things got worse. Tantrums come in and my patience got cut.

Urgh.

Apart from that, my entire march was busted. I had to go back to school for 4 weekends for test and projects. So, there. A recap of complaining month again.

Oh and there are more things stirring that is really bothering me lately.

The link between luck and person = jinx.

Someone please clarify my doubts.

Hopefully, when these are over, I can get back to more reading (bought new book!) and mind exercises again.