The Taurus

Sometimes, it's hard not believe what the horoscopes say about each person. They always say, "Tauruses are stubborn creatures, and most of the time, they choose to believe only what they want to believe."

That is very true. Because I am a live example of one.

When I choose to have belief in something, I will do things in a way to 'ensure' it happens. And when it doesn't, it feels like a heartbreak of a teenage girl all over again. Just because I stubbornly chose to do it anyway.

I believe that fate has had the blueprint of our lives from the start till the end. But it is how we make, create or change things around us to fill the details and the colors of it all, like filling the colors of a painting. How colorful or dull, how things evolve pretty much depends on the choices we make. The outline is a guide to where we eventually end anyway; so in the event that we choose to leave out the intricate details, we'd still arrive at the finishing end... with nothing to look back and be smile about.

And I think I tried too hard to color it, to add details, to make the best out of it and it just never happened the way I hoped it to be. Especially when it comes to the ever-changing variant of all things in the universe - with people. Peoples' thoughts and feelings never reflect the 100% truth. It's alot on the guessing, the mind games, the assumptions, the pretense.... Why go through so much trouble when we can simply make lives easier by lying all the cards on the table?

Before you can master the technique to read a person, it has already changed again before you realize it.

That's why it's always hardest to manage relationships with bosses, colleagues, friends, spouses and families. Nobody knows how we can really keep all of them close by and preserve things the way when its at its best. Most of them eventually fades away.. learning our hearts wounded..