Exhausted

I'm really exhausted today. A really bad day for me.

Things didnt go well since the start of the day till knocking off. I got to carry alot of burden without much help and ending up with mistakes. I can graciously accept my seniors reprimanding me for committing stupid mistakes; but I don't think it is that easy to allow people yelling across the room and use words that put you down. It may not be intentional, but it certainly restricted me from breathing properly; causing sudden deep breaths and uncontrollable tears. This is what they call 'work stress'.

Too much to handle for entire day, I just wished you would be right here with me to calm my fears.

Back track little, Maroon five concert was pretty good... but like what many people say, its a little too short. I've got alot of photos not uploaded. Hopefully i can get my mind working again to write properly with nicely edited pictures rather than continuously filling my blog with boring text.

Havent been sleeping well lately; many nights waking up to nothing but suffocating pain; literally felt like having my heart clenched in the fist of an angry man. Less than 5 hours sleep and all I get is fatigue and pimples. Grrr~...

I just wished he would just show a little more care, bother to find out what i've been doing, read up my blog (which is most unlikely). Does it really need time to rethink? or just to stall while he makes a comparison? Or maybe, just too difficult for him to tell me the cruel truth that he wants to leave forever?

I'm equally exhausted in guessing.