Or is it wishful thinking?
I dont know. Nobody can be sure. But whatever it is, least it is something I am very sure right now, that is my short term goal.
This is not just any other relationship; it is one that was built for a reason. Possibly, a lifetime of happiness. I thought about it for a long time, and the answer came and was rooted firmly. I know what I want. And I must fight for it. I've regretted many times in life, I dont want to regret anymore. I want to do my best.
Least for now, I couldnt let myself be affected and dragged down by external factors. Be it threat or overpowering negativity. Just take this time off to reflect and learn to improve myself, to become a better person, hopefully a more worthy person to be loved.
Best Quote of the day -
"If you think he's worth fighting for, you'd try all means possible to do so. And not care about anything else. Even if it means going for broke and laying down your ego."
Thank you all of the people who has been patient with me, constantly responding and listenign to my repetitive depressing state.
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I hate the nights. I couldn't sleep...
Toss and turned, woke up several times at night. Despite taking the sleeping pills, i still keep waking up! :(((
Anyone, just sms me in the middle of the night when you're not asleep can? least i feel cared for....:((((
1 comment:
Girl,
take care. this is my 3rd time posting a comment on your blog, i think. hope theres no need for a 4th time :)
fighting can be as painful as letting go. but whatever your decision is, dont let yourself be too affected by the end result. take that as the best arrangement that Nature / God has for you.
easier said than done, i know. but it's possible to overcome whatever difficulty that you face. all you need, is to remain strong and learn to accept whatever that comes.
smilez.....! cuz your smile can bring happiness and hope to the world... :)
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